chatting with customers does pay off. random guy has randomly offered to burn me a copy of his royal tennenbaums dvd. rock. note to self: must see bottle rocket soon. must put it on hold immediately.

vented like crazy to jane on the way home from work. thank god for jane. feel a bit better. must start exercising again to produce fake but convincing happiness.

am in the process of watching last tempation of christ. i dunno, can't get over willem dafoe as jesus. it's, like, affecting the movie watching experience. also watched tripletts of belleville. LOVED it. especially loved dancing carictature of a topless josephine baker in the beginning. that was neat. josephine baker rules.

was invited to adam's discussion circle this sunday. adam is the guy at the sandwhich place that i have a slight crush on. it's important to develop little crushes on people at your places of business to make the hours a little more tolerable. how do you think i got through high school? anyway, what better way to spend a sunday than sitting around a fire, discussing existence, reality, perception, etc etc. either i'll really enjoy it or i'll be rolling my eyes. hoping for the former.

katie's presence is conspicuously absent from my life today (yeah, i butchered that word). miss her tons.

want to see hardcore? check out hp_lexicon_jr, but only if you've already read HBP. if not, what the hell are you waiting for. i want to write down all my thoughts on the book and predictions for the future, but the more i look around online the more i'm realizing that my predictions are rather generic. so maybe i'll get to that, maybe not. doesn't really matter much.

i'm still in an awfully foul mood. think i might just go to bed in attempt to sleep it off.

that's all i have to say for now.